Highschool

Ruins me. Everything is so back and forth and up and down and drama it exhausts me. Especially relationship drama. Who's getting together whos breaking up whos hooking up. All those things blow over but for someone reason I get shit for being in a healthy relationship?! Yes, I fucking understand my boyfriend dated quite a few people his freshman and sophomore year but guess what ?! SO DID I. Dating alot does not make you a bad person or a whore. So why cant people get over that and realize we have been together for almost a year and hes CHANGED and saved me from the person I could have become if he wasn't there. Hes not an asshole or a manwhore hes one of the most generous and caring people ive ever met and if your jealous im sorry but you need to stop trying to tell me that Oh he used to be like and he used to do and people used to see him like... it doesnt matter to me because I love him for who he is now. He has accepted my past as much as I have accepted his. Also, since when is being whipped a bad thing? If I feel bad after a fight I started and feel the need to take my boyfriend bagelshack is that a bad thing? or if he wants to bring me coffee cause he knows my parents were fighting does that really make him totally "whipped" by me? Enough. I cant take it anymore.

One more thing. How is it that suddenly my bestfriends think its okay to go around and spread shit thats personal between me and my boyfriend? Yes, you saw or yes, you were there. And because of this you have the divine right to go and tell your friends because your my "bestfriend"? no. thats not what bestfriends do, thats what fake friends do. I trusted you with my secrets and my life and if your gonna go and exaggerate or make a bigger deal of something than it is, your gonna lose your bestfriend really quickly.


Torrie