How is it that Im nice to you from day one, and yet you somehow are set on ruining my friendships. The first rumor, yes I was upset, but quickly I got over it UNTIL walaaaa rumor number two comes into effect and this one, Ill admit I did not take lightly at all. AND NOW, after the drama has died and all wounds have been patched up and I now have even made ammends with you and began the trustworthy testing process. Rumor number three! And each as ridiculous as the next...BITCH, we are in highschool! EVERYTHING you say will get back to me. Stop talking shit and ill stop being such a bitch to you. Now, the rumors themselves I barely have a problem with. I have two specific problems with this unnecessary soap opera that has been forced upon me.
1. I did NOTHING to you. I was your friend, invited you everywhere with us and it was your fault you never came. But now, for some unapparent reason you have the neverending desire to trash my life and fuck up all the new friendships I have? Really, you want to pick on me because my friendships here are fragile and young? That is messed up. You have your place and your friends and everything you could want so why hurt me for no reason.. And the way your doing it and things your saying are shallow and unbelieveable. I just dont understand.
2. The big point. I have been working my ass off since what...? May ? To be trusted and cared about and liked by you guys and yet, your friend comes in and says random shit and suddenly its evening news?! I care so much and give you everything to be accepted and yet you blow me off cause I dont just follow your little orders on demand. God, what the hell does it take to find some friends that are actually LOYAL and willing to STAND UP for their bestfriends. Everytime I hear some shit being talked, unless I fully agree with the discussion, I make sure to defend my friends or people I know. Its what you do as a good person and "bestfriends" who dont have the love and respect to protect their friends need to take a long look at themselves because you are nothing CLOSE to a real friend and soon, youll realize it the hard way. All I want is for someone to just stop and realize how much their fear of helping us who are being talked shit on is affecting and hurting us. Its not fair putting in all the effort and trust and care into a friendship where the other person/and or people just dont give a fuck. IT SUCKS. and personally, ive had enough of it.
love and rockets,
Torrie.
btw. TIERRA TERREL IS NOT A WHORE.
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