Sunday, February 28, 2010

Relieved.

Sooo I think its a no brainer to say that it's obvious how much Austin is willing to do for me, especially when it comes to showing how "whipped" he is. But behind closed doors.. its not so sweet. Orginally we went about 3 months without having a fight. Then we went on to learning how easy it is to hurt and belittle eachother but when i stopped, he wouldn't. I usually instigated the fight i'll admit, but he knew all the right ways to break me apart..Now its been about idk 7 months since the discovery and things have gone from little battles every once in awhile, to hugeeee world wars now and again. And I mean ear shattering, wall punching, balling, mean fights. NOT. PRETTY.  
Lately though we've gone back to the little fights barely ever and i've never been happier. Were back to doing everything we can for eachother and encouraging eachother through the hard times, especially on my side. He's been through so much in the last 8 months and its incredible how strong he has been. I'm so proud and glad ive been able to help him through his family, school, future, sports, and financial problems...And even though were still working out all our kinks, I really believe were gonna make it. Lets just say this weekend definitly was a lifesaver for us <3 Thank you Lord !


extra love and rockets,
Torrie

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