time to start the countdown

I officially have TWO days left on the golden coast.. :(. How is it going to survive without me? However, today I spent a whoppping fourteen hours at the beach with my WONDERFUL boyfriend and then was joined by many, maaannnyy others. I was so surprised everyone I wanted there was actually, there. I mean yes there were some minor bumps but all were overcome with the fact that everyone there in theory was in celebration of my existence..Im going to miss everyone sooo much (ever though im only gonna be gone for like 2 weeks) ew its going to feel like a lifetime. Especially being away from Austin.. The longest we've been apart in our almost year and a half relationship is five days. HOW AM I GOING TO DO THIS?! I love him so much and I know when I get back it's going to have made us stronger and more "healthy" but damn it.. I just want him all the time. I just hope he doesnt succomb to being exactly what the guys want from him and realizes how many other people love him despite what his asshole friends try to convince him. UGH it makes me so mad. I digress.. No focusing on negatives, today was like the best day of the summer and I cant believe how blessed I am to be surrounded by such amazing, hilarious people that appreciate and care about me.. This will probably be my last b l o g till i get back : /
GOD I'm going to miss you guys

LOTS of love and rockets,
Whoretor Kendall.


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Austin Norton.TierraDHTerrell.Chelsea Parlett.Logan Newlan.Jackie Mitchell.Chandler Ciernia. Kayla Redivo. Mac Bauman

All ive been thinking lately

Is where the HELL would I be had I not switched to San Juan.. Not meeting all my now bestfriends and "group". Not feeling comfortable being who I am around the people who mean the most to me. I LOVE EVERYTHING about right now and this summer. I've never had more fun over such a small period of time in my life, and now that I have my SUN back. I am dreading leaving for Idaho. But hey, everyone needs to disappear every once in awhilee (:

love and rockets,
Torrie Kendall

dynamite.

Well, two weeks gone.. does it feel like it? Not at all. The weather has been remarkably hideous, but the memories have alreayd began being made. Some of my "bestfriends" have decided to disclude themselves from my life at this time, but their definitely MISSING OUT and letting themselves be forgotten. My "summmmer family" as chelsea calls it is somehting I couldn't be happier with and the other close friends im spending my time with are making this the hands down best summer of my life. In other news, Austin is WONDERFUL. Our relationship has done a full 180 and I cant believe I can see him everyday and continuously feel overjoyed to spend time with him. He is my kind of perfect, end of story <3. I don't want to brag at all or anything.. but I am having the time of my life. Thanks girls and boys for the helppp (;

love and rockets,
torrie

"you only live once, but when you live like us.. once is enough."